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Friday, September 14th, 2007
12:48 am	Well its been like a year since last post Hey guys sorry havn't been on this i feel that the few ppl that i know that have this its the best way to keep in touch with so lets begin..... First off i am alive an i'm doin better then i was earlier this year, For starters i got arrested an i did go to jail for a small bit of time, it was a stupid reason an it's been handle an off my record in march of 08 so thats good, I am moving yet agian this time with 2 of my friends from here an sorry but it aite cali, i'll be movin to South Carolina withc is where i'kll be goin to school at USC sometime next year,i am on an off with my band stuff just u know havin fun, I'm goin to get knee surgery next week for some torn cartlige an hopfully be 100% for baseball season wich is my new hobby an well its going good...I have lots of trips plan for this fall an yes one is to cali so keep an eye out, an well yeah just though i'll give ya'll a heads up an update you in my life an i'm sorry that i havn't been out to visit an hun g with you guys but i think we've all moved on an well it is what it is soo just sayin miss u guys (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 28th, 2006
1:40 pm	Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random. Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. Step 3: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly. Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING! 1)Talk to me softly theres something in your eyes 2)The fires burn through me Are only stench of you 3)And we're at it again, I turn around another fucking war 4)I see you sister in a Sunday dress 5)There's a shadow just behind me,shrouding every step I take, 6.Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me 7.I see no changes i wake up every day an ask myself 8.It's 7 o'clock on the dot I'm in my drop top 9.Don't Damn me when i speak a piece of mind 10.Loaded like a freight train flying like a airplane 11.Momma take this badge from me 12.One more kiss good be the best thing 13.Well it rains an pour when your out on your own 14.I long for the warmth of days gone by 15.Numb and broken here i stand alone 16.You took me home cuz i drank to much 17.Here it comes party of a life time 18.Warn your warmth to turn away 19.The angel did say was a certain 20.Where i use to sit an talk to you we were both 16 21.She put him out like a burning end of a midnight cigarette 22.One at a time, constants become surreal 23.Sitting here wasting the morning with this old piano 24.Every time when i look into the mirror 25.Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday 26.Conceived and born was one of light 27.Can't you see I'm easily bothered my the system 28.Sugar,do to do to do do.. 29.I walk a lonely road 30.Now I know that i can make you stay number 30 is a trick u should know it but its not by who u think lol, an if you need help i will dis out more lyrics (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
1:46 am	My Amber: dedicated to the ladies out in cali I see you lying next to me With words I thought I'd never speak Awake and unafraid Asleep or dead there wasn't much in this heart of mine there was a little left and babe you found it ooh it was the best time I can remember ooh and the love we shared - is lovin' that'll last forever I think about you honey all the time my heart says yes I think about you deep inside I love you best I think about you you know you're the one I want I think about you darlin' you're the only one I think about you, so I'm not afraid to keep on living I'm not afraid to walk this world alone honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you could say can stop me going home.....for those of you who don't know i am in a band over here an this is one if not the fav song ppl like us to do its about my high school life lol. Life is going great college is basically done for the semester cuz i'm that damn good. Pullin the two jobs is always fun but tiring as hell, family is in town so thats a good thing an i'm basically lovin life right know i have the best girl in the world with me always i've cut back on the drugs tryin to clean up my habitis i've stop occasionally doin hard ass shit i still smoke both things, an i still drink but then agian who in college dosen't lol, but i'm glad that i got to talk to a bunch of ppl in cali over the weekend an it made my week by far so i;m cool... i'll try to keep this damn thing updated but it is hard to do lol Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
1:10 pm	I saw that Monica,aka Boni, did one of these an so I decided to see how good it can be an i was amazed how it basically describe be perfectly almost lol....... You Are a Warrior Soul You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating. You don't give up. You're committed and brave. Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle. Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog. You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods. You also value honesty and fairness a great deal. You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding. You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
2:14 am	Took a week off work to get my life straighten out just getting some priorities together figure out where i want to be this time next year an so far i honestly don't know what i'll be doing so yeah just needed to get things fixed and what not... o yeah I got my new tattoo al ready to go i'll post a picture on here or myspace so keep an eye out all i know is i'm, becoming a different person, i'm changeing everything about me starting fresh ridding myself of some past failed things, new hair cut new hair color new bitchin gotee going on, all sorts of things, i'm the new an imprioved JOe i'm the laid back chillin personality guy an with a wild side that coeks out when i feel the time is right i love this change of pace i think things are on the up swing yet agian an i can't wait to see where i end up.... On a side note ever since i've cleared my mind of all these false love type of things i've notice a drastic change in that department an well i love it, so yeah liek i said i'm movin on up bitches (Comment on this)
Monday, August 14th, 2006
12:24 pm	the list alot of people r goin on my hated list in recent weeks just because there dumbasses an can't put the past behind them, an u know what there are a few ppl in cali that r on this list to an i am very suprised how ppl can change in a spand of a year to all of u that r on this list go fuck urselves, o an that list on the wall that i made way back when that a few ppl know about tore it up because ppl who i thought were my true friends are no longer..... (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
10:45 pm	Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to god that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose Until' I make it home to you I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight. Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight. Watching the death toll rise wondering how I'm alive. Stranger's blood on my hands, I've shot all I can There are no silent nights, watching your brothers all die To destroy all their plans with no thought of me No thought of me, no thought of me Ohhhhh..... Walk the city lonely Memories that haunt are passing by A murderer walks your street tonight Forgive me for my crimes; don't forget that I was so young Fought so scared in the name of God and country (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
11:30 pm	stirred up the hornets nest at school pppl hatin each other an ppl comign to me for help an takin sides an what not, down side of havin ppls back u get drag into soemthing that u don't want to be invovled with (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 7th, 2006
12:20 pm	Prom was off the chart fun best night i have ever had then went to the nascar race the next day so its was an all n all awsome weekend, almost a month til graduation an i can't wait for summer to get here (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 18th, 2006
4:41 pm	Yeah Spring Break was awsome everything was great an it was great hanging with all my friends,an partyin alot too. I am coming back for prom but i'm working on a date it was accually harder then u think it was lol...but in order to fun this new trip i'm working my ass off working the whole damn week but the money will be a great thing to get so i can spend the whole night with all my friends in cali. gonna give a shout out to Amber for her B-day tomorrow an one for Jo Jo, an for everyone who hanged with me on the trip it really was a great thing to do it got my head back on straight. .....Desteny dosen't await Joe, Joe awaits desteny.... I know shes not perfect but she tries so hard for me and i thank god that she isnt cause how boring would that be!! its the little imperfections its the sudden change in plans, when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin hands!! yea i live for little moments like that!! When shes layin on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark at about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm and i want to bad to move it, cause its tinglin and its numb!! she looks so much like an angel, that i dont wanna wake her up!! yea i live for little moments when she steals my heart again and doesnt even know it!! Yea i live for little moments like that!!! Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
4:45 pm	all i have to say is: You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you. this song is so very true in everyway (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 7th, 2006
4:22 pm	yeah been awhile since i've updated lets just sum it all up....In march i only have 2 days to myself where i can hang with ppl or sit at home, I haver like 5 concerts thismonth for band, plus a trip tio chicago for 4 days at the end of the month.....I am coming out spring break April 6th - 14th An i will be physically in person at ANHS on friday when u guys have school, I am bring some gifts too like last time so u better be there or ur gonna miss out... I got a new job i'm a host/foodrunner at a restraunt called texas roadhouse its like way better then outback or any steak place in cali...I got offically accepted into airline institute of maintance over here in DC...i got turn down from Virgina Tech and from USC (u. of south carolina that is), still haven't heard from fullerton i'm still hopin but don't think i would get in tho... and I will be gettin a car from graduation so i can get it anytime leading up to it, so me and my dad have been looking at the cars. I have a shot at a 67 shelby mustang gt 500 or elenor form gone in 60 secs....so i've been busy but I have 33 or 32 days still i come back to cali so yeah i'm out laters.... Current Mood: anxious (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
3:44 pm	Basically the rule I live by out here Never was a thug, just infatuated with guns Never was a gangster, until I graduated into one And got the rep of a villian, for weapon consealin' Took the image of a thug kept shit appealing Will it stick out my neck with respect if it meant life or death Never lived to regret what I said When your me, people just wanna see if its true If it's you, what your saying in your raps what you do So they feel, it's part of ya obligation of forefill If they see you on the streets face to face are you for real? The compitation ain't no compisation if you feel Your in violation, any hesitation? it'll get you killed If you feel it, kill it, you can conceal it, reveal it Being reasonable will leave you full of bullets Pull it, squeeze it, 'til its empty, tempt me, push me, pussies I need a good reason to give this trigger a good squeeze Thats how I role its dangerous but i don't care Current Mood: intimidated (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
10:53 pm	yeah i started to head down the hill over the past few weeks i'm fallin back into that deep hole i dug myself into. I told my mom about everything, i showed her the smokes,i showed her the guy i told her what has happen the past two months, she understood how i felt but i don't know what will happen next guess i got to go back to livin the life.... (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 28th, 2006
4:33 pm	hey yeah joey_oc is my new LJ this one is becoming my privite entries only so i don't freak out ppl whith the fucked up thinks that go on over here an also a change is in order i think so yeah add me and we'l;l keep this thing rollen (Comment on this)
Monday, January 16th, 2006
8:02 pm	Ok it's time to get the truth out... I've seen in reacent post of some of my friends that they say things and stuff like that so i figure since what happen in the past couple of weeks you get a sense of looking back on your life, and well it's time to tell the truth, DON't THINK LESS OF ME PLZ LOL...I have been addicted or how ever you spell it, to smoking for 3 years, its not the best thing that i could do but it just happen that shit gets 2 u... i have been getting of it by chewing on things when i get a craving 4 it but i feel i am breaking the habit, the past 4 months i have been suicidedal and did attempt to kill myself on one occasion i won't hide it anymore i know i've told about 3 differnt stories about it and it was all to cover up what happen a month ago. I'm additced to painkillers well its like i can't go a long time with out it i just take them fequently then anything else... I get in fights at school more recently cuz i don't really care what I do anymore there...i've been looking on the upside of things since that fatefull nite and well everytime i feel like everything is going right i just get pulled right back down and it really puts me down back into thoses habits... I'm saying these things as not a cry 4 help but as getting it off my chest and it makes me feel better but i'm trying to get better so don't worry just keep me hyped up and support when wever u guys reading this talk 2 me 82 days til my vacation Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
5:45 pm	Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain Just smile back thats the best way I can express how i feel now and what is going on right now (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
11:39 pm	Pretty much the past 4 months have been ones that i would like to forget. First of all i moved from OC after 8 years, but adjusting is gettin better, the day i go back to visit my very good friend Jon passed way and that finally sank in a few weeks ago, alot of personal shit has been going on to that i had a few close friends bail me out of that and i'm forever gratefull for that. And today I found out that my band teacher Mrs. McBride passed way after her battle with cancer...i mean it's mty senior year everything should be fun and easy but all this shit is happing and i'm at a lost and a stand still... I just want June to get her so I can be down with this shit and I hope things get better I need ideas that will help me get another visit to cali so if you have some i'm open to anything u got it'll be much appreciated Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
3:00 pm	Yes I am passing every class so a Cali trip draws near in my future... I have a liget shot at makin Cal St fullerton next year but if not i'm prob gonna go to a engineer school first then transfer to fullerton so yeah I have a bullet sittin on the table next to the list of 559 ppl from cali with a pic of Me Nathan & Nick and I have one of the band and color guard and a Pic of Mitch Amber and Justin (i don't know when i took that one it was on a camra), its a reminder that is 4 ever burned into my mind When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words you've been needing to hear I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine To say to you till the end of time Yeah, I will love you baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always If you told me to cry for you I could If you told me to die for you I would Take a look at my face There's no price I won't pay To say these words to you --that song is so true I love u Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Friday, December 16th, 2005
3:05 pm	The Life of Joe Morrison Have you ever been hated or discriminated against? I have all this commotion. Emotions run deep as ocean's explodin.' Tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin.'Not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as I'm breathin.' Keep kickin' ass in the mornin,' an' takin' names in the evening. Leavem with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth. See, they can trigger me but they never figure me out. I'm sorry, Guys. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet. I got some skeletons in my closet and I don't know if no one knows it. So before they thrown me inside my coffin and close it, I'ma expose it. I'll take you back to 05 before Jon ever had to leave I was a teen, maybe I was just a little fucked up. My friend Jon must have had his # called up ,cuz he split. He didn't even tell me goodbye. No, I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he wouldn't of died.I think of Amber,Nathan,Mitch,Boni,Everyone in Cali) and I couldn't picture leavin' her/their side. Even if I hated him, I grit my teeth and I'd try to make it work with him at least for their sake. I maybe made some MISTAKES but I'm only HUMAN. BUT I'M MAN ENOUGH TO FACE THEM TODAY. WHAT I WAS STUPID, NO DOUBT IT WAS DUMB, BUT THE SMARTEST SHIT I DID WAS TAKE THEM BULLETS OUT OF THAT GUN. CUZ ID'A KILLED 'EM, shit I would have SHOT THEM AN' HIM BOTH. It's my life, I'd like to welcome y'all to The JOE-JOE Show. I'm sorry, Guys. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet. Now I would never dis my own life just to get recognition. Take a second to listen for you think I'm dissin,'But put yourself in my position. Just try to envision witnessin' your friend gettin pop'on the street,bitchin' that someone's always goin' throuh their stuff and shits missin.' Going through public housing systems, victim of Munchausen's syndrome. But guess what, yer gettin' older now and it's cold when your lonely. An' Nathan's getting' up so quick, he's gonna know that your fucked up. And Amber,Boni..cal girls) getting' so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful. But you'll never see her, not until your funeral. See what hurts them the most is you won't admit you was wrong. Bitch, do ya song. Keep tellin' yourself that you were alone. But how dare you try to take what you help them to get. You selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit. Remember when Jonny died and you said you wished it was me? Well, guess what, I am dead. Dead to you as can be. I'm sorry, Guys. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry, but tonight I'm cleanin' out my closet. (Comment on this)